Hey you..hey…whoa…whooaaa..hey…hey…yea you..no…hey whoa….who-a…WhOa…hold on…. Just chill out.
To future Connor:
Note that on May 12, 2013, you cried…of happiness. That’s a first holmie.
The most absolute fear you can experience is staring at yourself in the mirror until that split second when you’re not staring at yourself…but the person in the mirror. I know it makes me sound like a kook…but it’s happened
Its funny how even after a year, my muscle memory still has me reaching for a hand that isn’t there in a empty passenger seat.
this is scary
I feel a huge calling on my life tonight. So much that my heart is racing, I ligitamently feel like I have to puke, and I have a natural want to read God’s word. specifically Luke. My relationship with Him hasn’t been fantastic in the past months so this scares me. I feel like the calling is to missions. medical missions. but not just a week in Haiti or some country. like a year or two...